Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Look Towards the Future...


Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances.
Losing and finding happiness.
Appreciating the memories and learning from the past.

I realized that I have been so caught up with school, friends, soccer, and new experiences that I have neglected this blog. I guess since I have shared so many sad days, it's now time to share the happy ones too. I love Luther and I can't imagine myself somewhere else. It's weird because I feel like I've gone here longer than a few months. I've already met many amazing people and have started to get my life back and headed in the right direction. One thing I have been thinking about a lot lately is relationships and the future in that respect. For so long I had this picture of the guy I would marry, but now I wonder about that and what will actually happen. How do two people who like each other and have the potential to love bridge differences. I like to think that love conquers all and if it is meant to be it will happen. But still I wonder if I will really know what to do when the times comes. I guess you have to date a lot of the wrong guys to find the right one. Before I came to Luther I was sure I would date/marry a very athletic, smart, musical guy who wanted to be a doctor or something like that and who had basically the same upbringing as myself. Yet now I am not sure, maybe he'll be averagely smart, in a band, and with a very different background than mine. But I guess 6 days isn't long enough to make life long decisions so for right now I'm going to continue to enjoy myself and trust that God will put everything into place for me.

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